Waiver This information is offered for educational purposes only and is not intended to serve as medical advice. The information provided should not be used for diagnosing or treating a health problem or disease. It is not a substitute for professional care. If your child, teen, or you have any health concerns, please consult your health care provider. This is an article summary of a clairvoyant reading done on an autistic boy. Names and other identifying facts have been changed. Any similarity to person’s living or dead is purely coincidental.
********************************************* Harold is a sixteen-year-old autistic boy. It seems that this young man is not hiding how he thinks and feels. He is not pretending in order to get what he wants, as many other autistic children, whom I have read do. He is in much mental and emotional distress and that is obvious. He shows how he feels; I would say that is a plus. However, it is positive only in the sense that he is being honest. He is showing how he actually feels and not pretending to be other than that.
What is the cause of his distress? Harold is very unhappy with his life and with everything around him. He is unhappy with himself. -Disgruntled- is the word I am getting, but that is probably too light a word to use. Nevertheless, he has that kind of a feeling most of the time. He feels there is something very wrong with him and his life. His surroundings and interactions are not the way he wants them to be. He is annoyed, on the edge of anger, on the edge of exploding most of the time. When he pushes his feelings down, and goes inward, he becomes extremely depressed.
One could say he walks around with a -chip on his shoulder.- Yet, his caretakers and teachers do not see him in this way because he is an autistic boy. Because of his autism, he gets away with acting in negative and destructive ways that he knows are wrong.
He sometimes uses his condition because he knows he can get away with being defiant in certain ways, without adults challenging him. He refuses to do certain activities that he knows he should do, and that he can do. Harold chooses to stay in his own world when he could make an effort go outside of it. By that, I mean that it would not be very difficult for him to make eye contact, even touch someone, or have someone touch him.
For many autistic children, it is excruciating to have such interactions. Some of them do interact, in spite of the emotional pain that ensues, because they want approval or have other reasons for doing what they are asked to do. Many autistic children go through much mental and emotional pain to try to push through their self-created, subconsciously orchestrated wall of resistance. Nevertheless, some autistic children strive to push through and make eye contact when asked, or play certain games when they do not want to. They choose to cooperate.
Harold decided, a long time ago, that he was not going to cooperate. His life and behaviors were going to be -his way- and that was how it was going to be. In this way, he is much more honest with himself than many autistic children who try to please but are inwardly defiant and pretend not to be, until they explode in anger, have a seizure, or have some other manifestation of accelerated emotion.
This dualistic intention makes those autistic children extremely conflicted. It is because they are doing things and being ways that they have subconsciously strongly determined they were not going to do or be. Yet, for some perceived present-time benefit in order to get an immediate gratification, they try to go against their subconscious negative determination.
Harold’s honesty is not helping him. He is defiant. He knows it and he shows it. He knows that he is making wrong choices and does not care. He wants to show the world how unhappy he is and does not totally understand that he is creating his own unhappiness and distress by making the willful choices he is insisting on making.
He is in much selfish reaction and feels that there is no way out for him. This is unfortunate because if he were willing to self-reflect, he could come to some truth about his wrong intentions, wrong choices, and why he does not care. He already knows that many of his reactive choices are wrong. Harold would have to be willing to care about being the way he knows he should be, and with a right intention act in ways that he knows is right. He does have the ability to do these things; this would be a first step toward ending his unhappiness.
I am a clairvoyant researcher who has generated and recorded over 1200 psychological profiles during the past 30 years on individuals suffering a wide range of mental, emotional, behavioral, and sexual disorders. For more information about autism, visit http://www.autismbuzz.com/
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